I thought of you and closed my eyes.
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a mother and
I know I heard him say,

A mother has a baby.
This we know is true.
But God, can you be a mother
when your baby’s not with you?

Yes, you can, He replied
with confidence in His voice.
I give many women babies.
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime
and others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
but there’s no need to stay.

I just don’t understand this. God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared His throat
and then I saw a tear.

I wish I could show you
what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
with other children and say,

“We go to earth to learn our lessons
of life and love and fear.
My Mummy loved me, Oh so much,
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mum
who had so much love for me,
I learned my lesson very quickly.
My Mummy set me free.

I miss my Mummy, Oh so much,
but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
on her pillow’s where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
and whisper in her ear,
‘Mummy don’t be sad today,
I’m your baby and I’m here.’”

So you see, my dear sweet one,
your children are okay.
Your babies are here in MY home
and this is where they’ll stay.

They’ll wait for you with ME
until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home,
they’ll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother—
It’s the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of,
right from the very start.

Though some on earth may not realize you are a Mother,
until their time is done.
They’ll be up here with ME one day,
and know you’re the best one.

Dear Nicky

Sorry I'm late I  was having computer problems.Everyone is probably still partying up in Heaven so Happy Belated Birthday.Love to your MOM and family.XXXXXXXXOOOOOO Love and God Bless

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PRECIOUS CANDLES YOU LIT FOR MY SHANE,GBU FOREVER IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS OXOX

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Thinking Nicky with love on his

heavenly birthday.

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Happy Birthday Nicky

Jan.4,1988~ Mar.13, 2006

                 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL NICHOLAS

                            JANUARY 4, 1988

WISHING ANGEL NICHOLAS WHITE A VERY BLESSED, GLORIOUS, AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN.

                  ENJOY YOUR BIG DAY IN HEAVEN

MAY GOD, JESUS, BLESSED MOTHER, THE HOLY SPIRIT AND ALL THE ANGELS AND SAINTS HELP YOU CELEBRATE YOUR BIG DAY AROUND ALL OUR ANGELS.

PEACE, LOSTMOM TO PATRICK BARBOSA

Nicky I know you'll be having a great time celebrating in Heaven but don't forget to send your Mom a special sign that you're always close by her side.

Sending you gentle hugs Dianne and lifting you in prayer.

Hugs, Cindy