The best present I’ve ever had is when God gave you to me. You have a part of me that will never belonged to anyone else. We can't be together this New Year but our souls are not really apart for you have the best part of me you have my soul and my heart.

As I sit silently everyday my eyes are blurred by tears, my heart is broken by the world I now have to live in. All I ever wanted in my life is to see you standing by my side, to see you smile, hear you laugh, hear you shout Mom, to have you here with me. You see sweetheart you made my life complete.

When I close my eyes I try really hard baby to see and hear to you, hold you close in my arms, but I can’t find you. It’s a long and lonely road I walk looking and searching for the only person I want to be with.

The day I first held you feels like yesterday The last day we had together feels like yesterday, The last time I heard you laugh and see you smile feels like yesterday. The day I lost you feels like yesterday. You see darling I don’t have a tomorrow I only have yesterday. But I need you here with me today, to hold you close, to touch your face, to hear you, I would change all tomorrows into yesterdays so I could have you here with me again today.

It is because of you that my life had a meaning, without you I have nothing, I am nothing I am a mom without her beloved child. Being your mom will always be the most proudest and most important part of my life. I want you to know darling that you are also the most important person in my life, you always will be. Everything I did was you I hope I did it right.

Always remember baby the relationship that we share will never fade and we will never truly be apart as you will always be a part of me and forever in my heart the love I have for you grows within my heart each day.

There are no words to express how much you mean to me. I know that we will be together again where no one can ever hurt us or keep us apart ever again. This day darling will come I know it within my heart.

I so proud of you darling I love and miss you so much I will every single day until that day comes when I can hold you again in my arms.

All my love darling forever Mom xoxo

LOVE, PEACE, HEALTH AND ALL THE HAPPINESS IN 2010 TO AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU ANGEL. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO